November 17, 2008

cannot sleep... @_@

dunno why...
just cant sleep tonight...
i will be going GENTING for one and a half month...
working~

suddenly thought about my secondary school...
hmm...
realy nice memories...
i think i wont forget 'some' in my life...
memorable...
although i dint really contact with most of them after graduation...
thinking of maybe dunno what to say also... =P
like this song much...
one of my graduation song sang during our graduation...
really touched when i hear it...
wanna thanks for giving me a chance to study there...
having such nice memories...
(p/s: hmm... these kinda talkings are not suppose to be my style, right palz?)

张震岳 - 思念是一种病

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现 已经 失去 最重要的东西
恍然大悟 早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信 错的是自己
他们说这就是人生 试着体会
试着忍住眼泪 还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里
还是会想起 难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营 忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
借口总是拉远了距离 不知不觉 无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己想想自己
到底做了甚么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念 过去的一切那些人事物
会离我远去而我们终究也会远离 变成回忆
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病 Oh 思念是一种病 一种病

多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱 可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事 停下了脚步
就怕你不说 就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续 一切都来得及

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病Oh 思念是一种病
一种病

like the lyrics...
hope you all guys like it... XD
gotta sleep now...
or else dunno whether i can wake up tomorrow anot~

November 15, 2008

EXAM ENDZ --- HOLIDAY CAME~~

finally...
my torturing exam just ended up yesterday...

no more studying till midnight everyday...

no more lots'a exercises to prepare for exam...
no more bad dreams about my exam every night...
no more cannot sleep well and eat well due to exam...

no more everyday keep on memorize and letting my brain into damage condition...


no more scholarship nightmares to suffer...
LOL... XD

all of these can stop for about one and a half months...
but i don't think that i will be much happy after the holidays...
as results will be coming back to my hand... hmm... =(
i think i done most of my exams better than the 2nd exam...
but i think i screwed up my pure maths paper...
insufficient exercises...
as i went to shop the day before pure maths exam in pyramid and spent nearly RM800++
ahem*
i really din't mean to waste that much...
maybe addicted to shopping or what...
kinda like to relieve my exam stress... =)
(p/s: but i spent that before my exam starts...)

exam week...
everybody busy revise revise and revise...
i think most of them only used about 4-5 hours for sleeping per day...
and spending the most of the time reading...
actually...
my brain memory has only 256MB as i mentioned in the previous posts...
and i really cannot just putting all the things that need to memorise into my brain...
not my style... =P
and it is also not in my capability...
but i has to as i din't have many time to really understand and do all the exercises...
so i have bad dreams...
continuous dreams almost every night during exam week...
and my brain really damn tired because i just tucked in all the things i memorize...
i think my brain had been suffer from short-term damage by now...
cannot use to memorize things for the next 3 months...
i think...


exam week...
reaching the school everyday and you will see many tired faces with a panda eye or kinda conservation like this:

' hey... i think i die already la, i haven't revise.......yet...'

' aiyo... i am worse than you... i haven't study anything for this yet...'

' haiz... i sure fail... '

' haiz... i hope i may pass for this subject... '

' don't wanna care already le... prepare to die lerhs...'

but almost all of them forget the unhappy things after the exam as holiday came... XD
the last paper that we sit for our a-levels year end exam is applied maths...
after the paper...
almost everyone that sit for the exam discuss about what and where they are going after the exam...

holiday plans...
everyone seemed to plan where to go...
holiday finally came after the one-week-stressing-exam...
hmm...
as usual ~ eating, playing and relaxing...
but this year

my plans for holiday --- WORKING!!!!!!!

haixz...
if no money to spend...
how to do eating, playing and relaxing lerhs?
so...
i am going to work at genting during this whole school holiday...
to earn money to spend...

going to work at GENTING means...
-no INTERNET (as i am not bringing my laptop there)
-no TV (as i will be too busy for my work, not ime to watch also)
-no blogging (as i cannot on9 during the one and the half month)
-no shopping (as things sold at genting is too expensive, wont spend to shop there)
-no relaxation (as i know i will be damn tired after working everyday)
-no yamcha (as i will not be available also unless you find me at genting during my job-off)
-no playing (as no TIME to do so!!!!!!!!!!)

haixz...
sounds torturing...
but i had to...
to have my money earned...
as i will do anything to get my pay!!!!! lolx~

November 2, 2008

New Target~~

guys...
hmm...

i think i am going to have my'NEW TARGET' set...
LOLz...
i think only a FEW people knows what am i talking about...
hehe... =P

and dont ask me what is it about if i dint tell you what is the 'NEW TARGET' is... *evil laughs
i will tell you if...



i managed it... XD