BAD MOOD NOW
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Speechless

it's a relief.
results came out yesterday 8am, but i din check on it that particular moment.
and the website jammed for hours, according's to my friends information.
*ahem again, because i get results which is different from my expectation,
LOL.
i get 2a's and 1b's --- which my econs get a b!
my a's being exchanged from economics to accounting! sigh.
never mind.
at least i have 50% scholarship left.
at least i can still get a scholarship.
so i dont really care about it, duh.

saw a video yesterday night.
it's a video about a gang of teenagers bullying a girl at the roadside,
if i had not mistaken.
one of the girl in the gang keep on pushing her,
and insulting her with bad words.
she slapped the girl,
and suddenly the whole gang started to ripped off her clothes.
while they are taking all her clothes of,
you can still hear the girl screaming 救命救命.
and i was like @.@ when i saw that part.
they only stopped when someone yelled at them,
but the girl left only her undies.
OMG!
the first word i can think of it after the video is ---- WTF!!!!!
i really cannot understand why people do such things!
please lar, if that was you, do you like it being treated like that?
your brain filled with shits or what?
cant be mature to solve problems but treat people like that?
what i can say,
those people have mental problems!
because the video is captured by one of the teenagers,
as i can still hear someone laughing beside there.
and it was posted into facebook!
but luckily it has been removed no longer. = .=''
i dunno who the gang is,
but FUCK YOU!
they should being treated like what they treat the girl,
so they will know what's the girl's feeling that time.
GRR.

ahem*
should have been updating my blog since i already forget that i had one...
sick of being bored these days, nothing to do except online-ing, fb-ing and what?
watching dramas!!! LOL
miss those school days, which being tortured by dozens of homeworks, tests,
at least made me feel like i am used to be a student,
not like now,
feeling like i am nothing... T.T
results are to be coming out this MONDAY, which we can see the results on 25th jan 2009 (0:01)
which is a weird timing, as i was saying why the results not coming out on 0:00?
LOL. whatever. i wont see my results that particular timing also,
because i will not want to stare at my lappie whole night with my terrible results. haha.
hope that it at least reach my expectation, all pass?
haha.
starting to have nightmares these few days,
which will always happens everytime results coming out.
PMR, SPM and now A-levels?
Strange dreams every night,
and escpecially the day that results is coming out. >.<

Never mind, and whatever.
i dont even wanna care about it now.
What am i thinking now is our genting trip!!!!
OMG!!! We bitches and beasts gang finally had our own trip. xD
erm, actually we had many hangouts and trip,
but to be more specifically,
our gang haven had our 'PURE BITHES AND BEASTS' gang trip before!
as for your information,

PURE = ONLY REAL BITCHES AND BEASTS INVOLVED, NO OTHER INTRUDERS.

so as i say,
we never had a trip like that before, do we?
ahh, and this time everyone is going!
haha, this is a good news too since we really dint have a trip since the Melaka thingy.
everyone in bitches and beasts group will be participating, for sure
*ahem
or you will be cancelled in my contact list.
no more hangouts, no more yumcha sessions, no more trips for YOU!!!
and dont even try to contact me again coz i will delete you from my contact list.
HAHAHA...
the ye man-ness of me --- which sampat ji always mentioned about. xD
so now looking forward for the trip, haha.

should end my post with my RARE photo, lol...
which i seldom take photos, haha. xD

ahem* coughs.
Should be posting this weeks ago, but no connection at my grandma house, and even pizza-hut! aiks. So, now proudly presents to you ------ chew win's birthday celebration.

we celebrated her birthday at at low yat red box, which includes me, mz, sai, ccm, kh, zs and kate. Some of our gang missing since they are still at their hometown, i think?

the birthday girl --- chew win
isn't she pretty? LOLx

ooh, btw, we bought donuts instead of cake to celebrate her birthday, since she loves donuts.
All with different flavours and it tastes nice!! xD

Happy Birthday to you chew win!!!
Hope that you will be more and more leng lui, but not more and more blur, haha.

She is makeing her wish, what had she wished?
Probably good results for our a levels....

I realised that our gang always done stupid singing thing, lol. Escpecially guys which likes gary and sing his song with an extremely high pitch sound. LOL.
And i realised that we can sing any songs, any. xD

Kate, known as sampat ji who can pose anything, anywhere, and anytime!!!

And she likes to sing VERY MUCH............

and finally..... our group photo.
Say cheese~

I shall done this post within 5 minutes, since i am pretty tired now and no longer have the energy to type any further.
Recieved letter from school yesterday. A levels results will be released on 25th of jan, OMG!!!
Hoping that i can get results i hoped, and it is time for me to find uni to continue my degree, i think?

din really thought of something to be posted, but since tomorrow going hometown, and as far in my mind that no internet connection available at my granma house, i will not be on9-ing as usual, and even for my blogging. Kinda worried about my nuffnang, lol. So, i should write something, since i had abandoned my blog for a long period due to my A-level exams, i guess?

A-Levels finally ended up last week!!!!!!! Hmm, but not really happy, actually. Happy and excited the last minute before exam was announced to be ended, lotsa planning among our bitches and beasts gang, for sure. Went laundry bar for celebration that night, was however, not really success either since some of them are not really happy that day. However, i like the kinda feeling our whole gang stick together playing, joking, chit-chatting, even nothing to do.

I still remember, i went in this college last year during may/june session. Actually not really wanna enter this college --- all my parents decision, which keep on persuading me to enter since 100% scholarship waiver on tuition fees. Rahman college, far from my house, dont even have any friends entering this particular school. Now then, i was really wondering, if i really entered other schools, will i meet a gang of bitches and beasts like now i had???? Maybe i will study everyday for my far away ' A-levels ' , as i know i wont do such things even i study at any other schools, lol. Maybe i will have a new bunch of friends, but i know i cannot find another gang to replace this extraordinary , the only-one-irrestible gang in the whole wide world, haha.

I had go through many things with them, whole bunch of people. We certainly have sad times, happy times, sometimes arguing, but at last, we are all still together. Lotsa hang out sessions, yamcha-ing sessions, clubbing sessions, exam sessions, study sessions, every sessions, we are happy to be together. xD

We have the first gathering, which all of us attended, i think? We went for a movie at KLCC --- Incredible Hulk. We have the first clubbing, at Maison, which is not really an happy experience for me, as people went that day know what happened, lol. And i swear, i wont go to that fckin club again, wtheck! I went to genting, twice, each time with some of our gang, but a really memorable experience so. We have celebrated lotsa birthday parties together, at canteen, at restaurant, at red box, even in dks!!! We like to sing happy birthday song during classes, especially during economics lecture, lol. We started to become closer this year. We started to have more and more gatherings, yamcha sessions. We watched lotsa movies together, most of them decided during that day and all of us will just watch it at leisure mall.

We have our first sing-k session at green box, sungei wang after our exams. It is not really that nice overall, since we not really close that time. But when we got more and more closer, all of them just enjoyed any songs, even those that they not really like and just follow others to have fun. That time I was being cursed by people who not really know what happened but just keep on using dirty words on me and disturbing my blog, thanks to my gang, i really appreciated that, helping me on everything, i was really touched that moment lookin thru those comments you all write, and you all even open a chat box keep on laughing about that, lol. That time chew win work in pubs, everyone was worried about her, and we even visited the place whole gang to find her. When our gang had arguments that day, for appreciation night, we tried to calm them down, and luckily, all happened normally and whole gang of us attended the appreciation night!!! Miracles, what i can say, happened because all contestants from our gang entered as finalists, lol. Although none of you won, but all of you are the best, at least this is what our gang thought so!

We went Melaka, as our first bitches-and-beasts-gang trip. It was awsome overall, although i was kinda =.= when i know that we went Melaka as our first trip as far in my brain, Melaka is a damn boring place, so what for now when we went there as a trip?? But we really enjoyed ourselves there, lol. We clubbed 1st time whole gang there, which their clubs kinda weird and annoying, because it is much more similar to those live show with a guas performing there --- can you imagine that thing inside a swim suit?? Yucks, it is irritating. And there is only 1 hour songs for us to dance, but it is not enough for us, LOL! We went the well-known A Famosa, which we thought we will be spending whole day inside, but actually there is nothing inside! Oh, never mind. We still got out chalet, i really loved the chalet much!!!!! But we should have used up the swimming pool provided for games, it is such wasted. >.< We have dinner together, like a family that day, i wont forget that kinda situation, we had our dinner, that we just look like a large family. At first, we thought of playing lotsa games and throwing people into swimming pool, but at last, we spent the whole night by playing mafia, lol. This is the best mafia game i ever had in my life, till now. xD I was so damn unlucky, got to be mafia everytime and need to ahow an innocent look, haha. And what i had learned from that night --- DONT EVER PLAY MAFIA WITH CHEW WIN!!!! lol. because she take things toooooooo serious, haha. her face yelling at everyone is still in my mind, rofl. ' You all dont believe me!!!! Hmph, You all sure regret after i died!!!! I am DOCTOR!!!!!! I AM INNOCENT!!!! ' everyone keep on laughing that time.

to be continued tomorrow.....

十二星座的性格，准到令人心痛！

处女座表面上快乐开朗，其实心里多半比较痛苦。
他们似乎可以轻易地忘掉昨夜痛彻心扉的哭声，不知不觉地进入第二天乐得合不拢嘴的状态。
处女座的痛苦多来自于家庭的不合和在友情、爱情上的失意。
处女座表面上可能会给人小气自私的形象，但实则是不了解他们的人的误识。
他们如果显得很小气的话，也许是因为他们的极其慷慨曾招来些对自己的伤害，
因此他们在找到一个真正他们认为值得一交的朋友，而那个人也对他无半颗私心前，
只能是被自己天生的心软、善良牵制着，畏缩地给予别人帮助，以致于形成小家子的假象。

处女座的友情：
他们渴望精神上的交流、内心世界的彼此了解，
他们视友情为达到这一目的的最不可缺少的途径。
处女座很少有向亲人 吐露心声的机会，因此，朋友在处女座眼中更是显得尤为重要。
而交上处女座的人也绝不会吃亏，但处女座的人一生却很难得能遇到知心的朋友，
这也就使处女座的 人的心事不断的积压下来，
久而久之，他们很少向别人透露自己的心事，这种痛苦源于他们需要一个100%的纯洁友情。
当处女的朋友又搭上另一个人时，他们只 会沉默，
用拼命工作之类的事情来麻木自己, 掩盖自己的寂寞和失落。
庆幸的是处女座是一个非常和平、不记仇的星座，他们不会为此对你进行报复，
即使为之，那 份量也是微不足道的。
因此作为处女的朋友，如果俩人的确是难得知己的话，
最好你应该花大部分时和处女座者相处 去让他们明白这一点，
而不是莫名其妙地甩下他们又搭上另一个人。

处女座的爱情：
处女座的爱情多被定义为内向、害羞。
而我却不这么认为，他们内心其实很狂热，而且由于他们在为人处事方面的IQ低得要死，
甚至完全可以是像《一吻定情》中相原琴子一样的人。
由于他们不轻易表露自己的痛苦，整日被张笑脸笼罩这，
活泼的形象会浮现于他们爱情世界的表面中。
处女座女生并不为一些书上说的很斯文的一个人，
他们心血来潮时可以跑到心仪的男生前打招呼、自报家门、要照片。
什么马蜂窝她都敢捅，这种我行我素的作风是因为处女座会认为他们本是为寂寞而生，
没有人能真正了解他们。
自己认为对的事他都可以去做，不屑别人的非言非语，继续表面快乐的生活。
而当仰望着朗朗星空时，处女座者却是一个伤感者的角色，
他们爱听悲伤的音乐、喜欢广阔的东西，诸如：浩瀚的星空无垠的沙漠和大海。
这时，微微凉风掠过，处女座甚至会觉得这才是人生做到的享受，
这时，处女座的人会沉淀白天对爱情的一股傻劲，着实地看清现实的爱情，
不免一阵唉声叹气，这时你会惊讶地发现平日蹦跳不停的处女座也有安静、忧郁的一面。
在爱情上，处女座的人既有古典保守的一面，也绝对有开放、爽朗的一面，
处女座的人大都有很高的文化道德修养，对一些凡尘俗事能够坦然对待，
纵然那个最受伤的人是他们自己。
处女座的人情绪变化不太稳定，他们善解人意，能够短时间内进入不同的状态，
这可能就是人们俗称的神经质吧！
不过也正是由于这点，处女座的人往往是作 演员的绝好料子，张曼玉,张国荣，就是典型例子。
处女座的爱情观也可能会陷入矛盾中。
是因为他们豁达的人生观，他们会认为爱情重在曾经拥有，不求一世拥有。
甚至可以拥有很高的更换异性的频率，他们会认为人生苦短，应多领略些异性的风情万种，
他们很理智，会把爱情作为生活中调剂品，而非全部，
让他们过早得迈入结婚礼堂也多是不太可能的。
而另一方面正是由于处女座的极其理智，他们怕受到生活中多余的来自爱情的伤害，
他们也会有另一种可以成仙的极端的爱情想法：终身不沾上爱情，拥有友情就已足够了。
能够反映这两种极端爱情观的例子：当见到一对新人正在举办婚礼时，
处女座的想法是：真搞不懂，那些人还那么高兴，
难道他们不知道这对新人早晚回分手的吗？还摆宴席，真是不值。

处女座的人很现实，他们很少有信爱情这东西能天长地久的，他们视之为肤浅荒唐。
处女座的性格很平静，多愁善感，他们身上有很多洁白无暇的优点，
如果处女座的人形成一个社会的话，那将是名副其实的乌托邦。
但可悲的是他们的这些优点似乎很不合现在这个社会的潮流，他们被称为不懂人情世故，
也正是如此，处女座的人的优点只能是被这个污浊的社会给淹没了。
处女座的人外貌上看去清爽，他们的眼睛大都不是很大，但很有神，
嘴也不大，但很精致，笑起来时，哈哈哈，他们的嘴可就不小啦！哈哈哈……

处女座的时间观念是：来得早不如来得巧，
他们认为来得早时剩下的时间完全是没必要的浪费！
处女座的人多半很幽默，而且非常谦虚，不爱到处张扬，除非心血来潮时。
处女座的人一生大都较坎坷和不顺心，
他们生活的条件和机遇总不是和他们浓烈 的人格魅力成正比。
他们很不自信，再加上他们淡然处之的作风使自己在一人走路时显得忧心忡忡，
很冷静的样子，不过可恶的是，不了解他们的人说那是耍酷.
处女座宝贝有很高的艺术欣赏水平，他们非常具有审美观，
所以对一些事往往要求也很高，但表面漂亮的异性也是可以吸引处女座的！
处女座多半对钱较重视，这个很怪，而往往很少得到钱的也是他们。

处女宝贝们在某些方面很聪明，他们对365行都有天赋，
只要一入门都能熟练掌握，这可能都归功于他们很高的悟性吧！
不过如此全能的人，在择业问题上还是个不小的困难呢！
处女宝贝们不太重视衣着外表，他们很实际，认为我有内在还怕什么外表差，
不到衣服破得实在是不能穿时，他们是很少去购衣的。
处女座的人身体不太好，尤其是肠胃，便秘，消化不良是常见的事，
他们的脂肪多积于下半身！
好可怜我们的宝贝很善讲理论，但在付诸行动上常常很欠缺，
在这方面他们似乎很没原则，总是游戏时间，不到千钧一发时，
他们很难从懒惰里解脱出来，除非心血来潮时......

买CD 把你的声音丢在角落
看电影 到结局总是配角的错
你要的故事 让你去说
我要的生活 我好好过
写日记 写不出是谁的感受
夜空里 每个人占有一个星座
你到底懂不懂 我只要一点温热的触碰
你到底懂不懂 有些话并不是一定要说
你总说爱情之所以为爱情是用来挥霍
你总是漫不在乎 当我看着自己的稀薄
你编织的感觉难以捉摸
你比我的梦境还困惑
我看见爱情之所以为爱情 谁都在挥霍
我想的天长地久 也许只是时间的荒谬
我沉迷的感动与你不同
我的了解让我自由
一场雨 有时候下得不是时候
就像你 说难过不是真的难过
你到底懂不懂 我只要一个安稳的等候
你到底懂不懂 想你想得好像 空气都停了
你总说爱情之所以为爱情是用来挥霍
你总是漫不在乎 当我看着自己的稀薄
你编织的感觉难以捉摸
你比我的梦境还困惑
我看见爱情之所以为爱情 谁都在挥霍
我想的天长地久 也许只是时间的荒谬
我沉迷的感动与你不同
我的了解让我自由

最近很喜欢听梁静茹的一首歌，爱情之所以为爱情 (player第一首).....
很喜欢它轻快的调调，让人听了很舒服。
爱情之所以为爱情，
因为它总是让人都摸不着头脑吧?
因为每个人对爱情的价值观都不同，
永远都让人有着无数的憧憬，幻想吧。

a level exam is just around the corner,
hmm... i think still left about 20 days.
should really start all my studies now, even though i not really want to...
will be stop blogging from now on until i finished my econs paper 4,
so... i will be back again, on 12 nov 2009, stay tuned!!!