people make promises almost everyday, i think?
i promise you that..... blah blah blah.......
i promise that tomorrow....... blah blah blah........
i swear that i will......... blah blah blah.......
but normally, most of the people break promises....

i am not telling that i am not one of them,
maybe it is just that i make promises too easily,
especially during some EXTRAORDINARY circumstances that i maybe suffering some kinda brain damage at that particular second and cannot think well of the consequences of my promise.
i dunno why, but something really happens all the time on me.
'MIRACLES' fall on me when i am using my promise on people.

for example,
our college is having appreciation night, which is kinda prom night but IT IS HELD INSIDE OUR SCHOOL SPORTS CENTRE!!!!!!
who can ever imagine having a wonderful prom in SCHOOL but not in those
HIGH-CLASSED HOTELS?
i am telling myself not to attend such stupid events, duh.
and i hate such events, which you can only see people sitting there act like someone you never seen before, showing polite attitudes, polite manners during dinner, and don't even eat a lot in such events, i hate people keep on pretending there, duh. This is not a drama for you to act, stop pretend become like a shy person or something there....... furthermore,

GIRLS REQUIRES MAKE-UP!!!!!

this means, more and more money to be wasted instead of sleeping in my own bed,
or enjoying drama in my own room,
wearing my pajamas since i do so everyday as long as i am in the house,
i will be rather to eat maggi mee instead of those expensive food, it suits me more as i can eat more.

but who knows, 5 of our classmates went to the prom king&queen audition (p/s: i was quite funny that most of them doesn't even want to participate in the beginning but now keep on forcing people to the appreciation night?!).
as a good friend and a friendly classmate, i should have to motivate them, right???
so i just told them, if all of them manage to enter the stupid competition, i will attend the STUPID APPRECIATION NIGHT to support them.........................

and i din't even know that all of them really MANAGED TO ENTER AS FINALIST!!!!!!!!!!!
i was like : what the.....?!! buy toto also dunno whether can kena anot, this one kena all??!!
MIRACLES ALWAYS HAPPEN WHEN I AM LEAST EXPECTED TO IT....
i trust now. @_@
i now won't even simply promise anything, or even swear!!!!!!
i normally regret of what i have swear to be done, but i will try my best to keep on my words.
i won't act like someone that like to break promises......
i hate people breaking promises, and i know that kinda feelings bad, it really hurts...
maybe you take that as a small thing that you wont even cared to bother, but i really do.
i will keep my promise although i keep on complaining that i am not going to the appreciation night... but i WILL KEEP MY PROMISE!!
you take things small doesn't means that people thinks like you, too.


* not going to reply what on the chatterbox, really tired of looking back those messages unless i really in a good mood...